December 5, 2023 | by Ramloti
Dear Friends,
I am currently in India. I am so grateful to be in My Lord’s Divine
home (Haidakhan) and in a few days, participate in His Festivities
(Paduka Puja at Vandana and Arvind Lal’s home in New Delhi). (I will
share about the trip in our next newsletter.)
I was extremely busy right up to my departure from the Ashram
sending out all the winnings from our Holiday Auction, which was
very successful – thank you. This made the packing and traveling an
even more tedious and tiring job since I carry two cases of Babaji
books for the ashram here in Haidakhan, (“I am Harmony” and “From
Age to Age”), several Divine Mother calendars, and the sleeping bag,
towels, and sheets I use in Haidakhan. I barely had room for my own
clothes. I am always so appreciative that one thing that does not
have to fit into an already too-full suitcase is my mantra “Om Namah
Shivaya” which I utilize thousands of times more than anything else
I bring with me. It lives in my heart when I am quiet, or at least
that is when I hear it more clearly. I am deeply grateful to Shri
Babaji for gifting me this greatest of all gifts in this
lifetime.
As I was recently rereading “Haidakhandi Baba, My Years with the
Himalayan Master” by Vijay Gupta, I found Babaji’s response to a
question put forth by Shastriji very revealing about the importance
of mantra and its repetition. Shastriji asked Babaji (who in in
those days barely spoke), “Maharaj, why don’t you give sermons?’
Babaji said with a smile, ‘Shastriji, we could give a sermon, but
first tell us who will follow it? They will only say that this is
what has been written in the Ramayana, this is what Swami
Vivekananda has said, and Lord Krishna has said this as well. They
will just say that we have heard all of this before. This is why we
make you all do the jaap (chanting). We want to empower you through
chanting, so that if we say something in the future, you will follow
it.’ The Lord’s words silenced Shastriji.
I had never quite thought of the power of the mantra in this light;
that it actually clears the mind so that we can understand His
Divine words. There are so many intricacies to the study and
understanding of the vibratory effects of sound on our chakras, and
although it makes sense to me and I accept it, I never took the time
to study it. I just follow Shri Babaji’s words to chant morning and
evening (aarati) and do karma yoga (service) with japa (repetition
of the name of God) the rest of the time. Reading the above words of
Babaji to Shastriji helps me understand the wisdom of Baba’s
teachings to repeat the name of God constantly.
Two of my trips to be with Babaji were during monsoon season and we
spent many extra hours in the temple chanting with Him due to the
rain outside. A swing was set up for Him in the kirtan hall and the
rhythm of His swinging, the harmony of our voices chanting, and the
sound of the rain outside were mesmerizing. I was often taken out of
time and place and felt we had all been here many times before.
Babaji once asked me, “You old?”, as I fumbled for an answer as I
was 32 years-old at the time, He changed His question to a statement
and said, “You old, you very, very old”. So, my feelings were
confirmed, I had done this many times before.
As I think about the Divine words I mentioned above, they are the
many ways that the Great Lord speaks to us: through the wind, the
sound of water rushing in the creek, the crackling of the fire, rain
nourishing the earth, words coming at us from people, noises of
city; there are so many ways to hear God.
There are several speeches of Babaji where He refers to “Om Namah
Shivaya”. He said it was more powerful than the atomic bomb, that by
repeating it you could defy death, that if we are repeating it at
the time of death we will not be bound by rebirth.
"Chant OM NAMAH SHIVAY and you can defy death. Have no thought about
your life and death. No evil influence will ever come near you if
you pray with purity of heart and mind and with all faith and
concentration." Sri Babaji 1979
“This world is transitory the Name of God is the true reality.
Everything in this world is destructible, transient, unlasting. So
you must all repeat God's Name and sing kirtan and bhajans with
devotion and concentration. Without this, how can you attain
Enlightenment and make progress?”
1 DECEMBER 1982 Question: “When there is a nuclear war and a
bomb lands, say in Bombay, all people, including the devotees, will
die. What do you mean by "saving them through the mantra?"
Shree Babaji answers:
“The fear of death is born with man, though this is the only thing
he knows is certain to happen to him. Attachment to material things
make man cling to life. When you chant the Name of the Divine, when
you are one with the Divine, you accept death. While you are
attached to life and afraid of death, you die with that fear and
that weight clinging to you. If you have attained liberation you are
free from death (you accept the inevitable). You die without fear
and by remembering the Name of God, your soul leaves the body free
of that fear and attachment. If you are reborn, your soul is still
free from that fear. If you die in "unity", you are free from
rebirth, unless you will it.”
When I find myself coming up short on my mantra and long on thoughts
and concerns, I often listen to a simple video we made around our
daily havan kund of “Om Namah Shivaya”, after the morning fire
ceremony. Here is the YouTube link:
https://youtu.be/BK_EDghB_BY.
I asked my friend in India for some more thoughts about this mantra.
Here is some of what was shared with me that added deeply to my
understanding.
(About) His (Lord Shiva’s) most sacred mantra, the 5-syllabled
'namah shivaya.' …. 'Om' is the obligatory beginning of all Vedic
utterances.
These five sacred syllables are a summary of every possible
benediction in every possible element and state of being--na,
earth; ma, water; shi, fire; va, air; and ya, space. The
panchabhootas (elements) constitute the primal essence of all
being. These syllables also denote the five faces of Lord
Sadashiva, and the great Vedic commentator Sayana points out. They
are connected to the five duties or acts of Lord Shiva--creation,
preservation, destruction, the grace of concealment, and the grace
of revelation. The names of these faces are: Sadyojata, Vamadeva,
Aghora, Tatpurusha and Ishana. The terms for the corresponding
actions are sṛṣṭi (creation), sthithi (preservation), saṃhāra
(destruction), tirobhāva (concealing grace), and anugraha
(revealing grace). The Panchakshari (5 syllable mantra) in this
sense is the Lord Shiva Himself in person and is not just His
representation. The great 6th century Tamil work, Tirumantiram,
describes the letter Na as His feet, the letter Ma as His navel,
the letter Shi as His shoulders, the letter Va as His mouth, and
the letter Ya as His radiant cranial center. Whether in concealed
form or revealed form, His grace is always close at hand for all
beings and non-beings. We should, as the sweet Lord (of
Haidakhan), the Mahaprabhu says, chant this mantra delighting in
its pure and unalloyed nectar. His mantra-swaroopa should always
rest on our lips.
But all these esoteric inflections of this unique mantra are
contained in the Tirumantiram statement that the Shiva to whom
this mantra can be described as paying homage is not different
from love. Love alone is Shiva, it proclaims, and when human
beings realize that love and Shiva are the same, they themselves
become Shiva. 'Om Namah Shivaya' is the aim, the destination, and
the means by which to reach that supreme destination that we
already are when we experience and express love.
What love the Lord has for us to take on a human form and live
amongst us not only the fourteen years of His most recent
manifestation, but each moment in our hearts. Shri Muniraji has said
that Babaji has already taken on a physical form but could stay in
the Himalayas meditating for humankind for a very long time. It is
our prayers, like Mahendra Maharaj’s prayers, that can call Him back
to His assan in Haidakhan.
In truth and love,
Ramloti for the Ashram
One of my first memories of meeting Man Singh in 1981 was when he
brought a dead snake in and put it on my children’s sleeping bag to
get their attention and play with them. He seemed to love children
and carried a very childlike spirit at times. He was also a man of
mystery to me in many ways but always in service to Shri Babaji,
both while Baba was in physical form and the many years after. He
took care of Babaji’s room after Baba left his body and would daily
do an early morning paduka puja there and apply chandan to the
devotees. Even though he was very old, he did this until the last
year or two of his life. I miss seeing him in Haidakhan and his
sometimes gruff and sometimes playful ways. He was a devoted soul,
always serving the great Lord of Haidakhan right up to the end.
Here is the obituary written by the Chairman of the Samaj, Dr.
Arvind Lal:
Dear Brothers & Sisters,
With a heavy heart, I have to share with you the passing away of
our elder brother Manda or Man Singh. With his death, a whole
generation of Haidakhandi family's continuous thread, which was
carrying our heritage from the past to the present, has merged
with almighty time. All the old devotees & many new ones will have
so many experiences and stories to share about him. Man Singh ji
was a pillar of our Samaj. His memory will always keep him alive
in our hearts. Sisters and Brothers, please join me in praying to
Babaji to bless Manda and grant him a special place in His
abode.
(Honorary) Brig Dr Arvind Lal
Chairman
New Moon Fire Ceremony and chanting followed by a meal.
(This will not be live-streamed as I will be flying home from India
at the time)
Full Moon Fire Ceremony and chanting followed by a meal.
Live-streamed at
Haidakhandi Universal Ashram Facebook Page
and posted on YouTube at the
Ramloti Wood Channel
later in the day.
We will be having fire ceremonies on both sides of Florida. Here is
the tentative schedule:
January 14 and 15 – 11am - Makar Sankrant
Celebration with Aarati, Paduka Puja, Fire Ceremony and potluck
beginning at 11am. For the daring, there will be a dip in the Gulf
in the afternoon. Treasure Island, FL. Call Sharda at 727-303-5522
for more details.
January 19 – 11am - Paduka Puja and Fire Ceremony
and chanting in Tequesta, FL. Call Elaine at 561-398-2711 for more
details.
January 20 – 11am - Paduka Puja, Fire Ceremony and
chanting in Del Rey Beach, FL. Call Sarena at 561-715-7967 or Maya
at 561-832-0224 for more details.
January 21 - 11am - Paduka Puja, Fire Ceremony and
chanting in Jupiter, FL. Call Sari at 561-371- 2004 for more
details.
We continue to do Aarati each morning at 7am and evening at 6pm. You are welcome to attend. We also continue our daily fire ceremony, which is generally live-streamed at Haidakhandi Universal Ashram Facebook Page, except when I am traveling. You are still welcome to attend at any time, just call the Ashram first at 719-256-4108 as the timing varies depending on the day and the weather.
The weather was beautiful for a Diwali fire ceremony, lighting of candle ceremony, chanting, and lunch. We were happy to host a group from Verde Valley High School in Sedona, Arizona, whom have been coming for many years. Several others showed up to share in the special light of the festival and Mother and Baba where resplendent as always.
Thank you to everyone who helped make the auction such a success. We raised almost $11,000, quite a bit over our goal of $10,001! To those who helped photograph the items, put up the items, bid on many wonderful gifts, and pack and send everything, the Ashram is deeply grateful.
Our time at the ashram was inspiring. I left with a feeling of
love and a clear direction for my spiritual practice. It is hard
to express in words the loving presence of Ramloti; the kindness
and love of a long time devotee of Babaji. I aspire to radiate
this love.
We were warmly welcomed to a fire ceremony, and again the next
day. The ceremonies were moving; and brought tears to my eyes. I
offered my prayers, my struggles, and my gratitude to the fire. I
felt I was somewhere between India and Native America; a magical
mix. After the ceremonies, we were offered chai and oatmeal, and
conversation with loving people.
The ashram practices Karma (selfless service), and Japa
(repetition of a mantra) Yoga. What a simple, and powerful
practice that I have put into practice as soon as I left the
ashram. To have God in mind all day long, and to be loving in all
actions and interactions - feels like living in Love. And what a
relief that this simplicity is all that is required. This is the
way I want to be.
I am in love with this place and the people there. I cannot wait
to return. In the meantime, I will live in loving Service to all,
and repeat Om Namah Shivaya to keep my thoughts on the Divine from
morning to night.
Autumn Clark – Maine
My heart is full.” That is the foremost thought in my mind as I
make my way home from Babaji’s Ashram. After more than a week at
the ashram, I had settled into the persistent but beautiful
routine, and I can’t help but feel a bit anxious about the
transition back to “regular” life. I can’t wait to see my
daughter, but I do have the feeling of being not quite ready to
jump back into the fray of my life and fight the battle on the
plains of my own Kuru.
But then I think of what Babaji taught; Giving loving service for
all beings and summoning the courage of a lion to do all that is
necessary in life, and to do it with an open heart and love for
God and all His creatures. Baba’s presence is so strong at the
Ashram that I felt that His message penetrated deep inside my
heart and I know it will sustain me for a long time! My stay here
has been a true blessing, and I am so grateful to Babaji for the
opportunity to feel His grace and a renewal of faith in his
promise to always be in our hearts. In His own words, “Everything
depends on faith.”
Kanad Chakrabarty, Texas
Even in the winter, karma yoga goes on. We are grateful to all who come and help. 101 acres of an off-grid Ashram is a lot to run, you are all a big help. Thank you.
We continue to have many, many visitors. One person tells another and the numbers keep growing even in the winter. Each person brings a blessing of love to the Ashram. Thank you to all.
First and foremost is to pray, pray, pray for all the disturbances
amongst people and life all over the earth. This is a time of great
challenge, and Babaji spoke over and over again about the power of
prayer, the mantra, havan, puja, and seeing all as children of one
Divine Mother Earth.
You may also support financially by going to …
A few of our visitors noticed that we need different items to keep running this beautiful home of Mother and Babaji in the Rockies. They suggested that we setup a public Amazon Wishlist. This will allow people to buy items for the Ashram using their own Amazon accounts. We appreciate this suggestion, and we have setup our public wishlist. The details are below. Items will be added/removed from time to time, so please check periodically to see if there are any items that you would like to purchase. It is also useful to click on Remember after going to the wishlist. This will add our wishlist to Your Friends list and you can check it periodically, without having to find the link every time. Thank you so much for supporting the Ashram.
Dec 12, Jan 11, Feb 9 | New Moon Fire Ceremony |
Dec 26, Jan 25, Feb 24 | Full Moon Fire Ceremony |
Jan 14 | Makar Sankranti |
Please go to our Calendar of Events page for all events.
Here are a couple of great books for you or loved ones:
"I am You" a book of Babaji's Teachings and Paintings by Malti
$27
An exquisite 145-page hard bound book of Shri Babaji's teachings
arranged according to subject. It also has many color images of His
paintings with explanations. The forward and introductions are
inspiring and informative.
https://mahalakshmishop.wazala.com/products/i-am-you-a-book-of-babaji-s-teachings-and-paintings-by-malti/
Encounters with Babaji, Master of the Himalayas by Renate Caddy
$19
Renate Caddy, wife of Peter Caddy first met Babaji in 1978. This
poignant and deep 255-page book is a wonderful introduction to
Babaji's teachings and a great book to read when you want to be
totally inspired.
https://mahalakshmishop.wazala.com/products/encounters-with-babaji-master-of-the-himalayas-by-renate-caddy/
Bhole Baba Ki Jai! Jai Ma!